#1 (July 2, 2006)
And something happened that evening - the kind of thing that changes everything... and I wondered... questions, more questions, even more questions... maybe even a few answers... Now what?
A surprise or a shock... do I welcome this change or do I just hide somewhere? Do I take the step - a move that I have made in my mind over and over again? - What is this feeling...I know what I have to do...I make a small move and shiver..stop. Can I actually do this? Am I strong enough? Yes says a part of me... and there is yet another thought... A piano playing in the background..a mellifluous score soothing a restless soul. It might just be an act of fear.. may be a little more time & a tug of hope.. a strange faith and yet a nagging discomfort...
In time says my heart... somewhere a thought is taking shape.. has taken shape... justified its existence on ample occasions.. in time says my heart.. conviction & courage will appear & the battle between unfettered faith & a crude reality will take place.. all in good time...
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