Today I know what it feels to be DEFEATED. I tried and tried and hoped and prayed probably more sincerely for this than anything else in my entire life... at times nothing seemed to be going the way I hoped it would, at times I felt that things were going to be just the way I had always hoped they'd be but I dint give up ever.
I lived on that hope, never gave up. And I knew that my faith, my belief, my honesty would make all the difference that was needed... so what if I was praying & hoping alone, the important thing was that I did not give up!
And today reality happened, to that faint & strong 'hope'. I dont think I have ever felt so helpless ever. I have never experienced defeat. I have never looked at anything in life as defeat, I have always learned and enjoyed every experience. But today I feel "Defeated". And I cant say anymore.
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