Thoughts of a restless mind

It's 2 am in the night and I just can't sleep. It's no surprise given all the thoughts in my head. I wish there was a turn off button that would automatically stop my head from thinking as much... Anyways, there isn't one and here I am struggling to find the right words and pen down my thoughts.


I miss somethings in life... the way some things were earlier and I want them to be back. I am also happy & thankful that finally somethings are taking shape the way they were always meant to be... And yet in the middle of all this chaos, there lies a perpetual feeling of insecurity - baseless for sure - but present nonetheless. And this chaos sometimes leads to my unstifled imagination running amok and conjuring the most improbable and unthought of stories which I so pray are just those and never a reality. Hoping for the future I have envisioned for so long... :) and on that note, "tout de la fruit" everyone (as Joey puts it in his version of the french language).

Bye & Good Night.

TuT Says...

Did you know there are planets "out there" with intelligent life, where if, suddenly, one of "their own" began demonstrating your brand of emotional courage and grit, Megha, they'd be in all the tabloids, receive lucrative endorsements, and have their own talk show?

Yeah, you're one tough cookie -
The Universe

Am I? I don't think so... not right now.

TUT says...

One of the most stringent conditions all angels must meet, Megha, other than double-advanced harp playing and skydiving abilities (not necessarily at the same time), is that they must not allow themselves to feel hurt or rejected by the choices made by others, no matter how much they've done for them nor how great their love.

Yeah, WOW.
The Universe

Once more, how do you do it...? And while I do believe you when you say that this is the case with me, it's just so hard to take. Thanks for the WOW anyways :) You did bring a smile to my face, so what if it was accompanied by a couple of tears....It's totally worth it.

TUT says...

All you have to do, Megha, is think about what you want often enough that you start talking about it and moving with it, even if you have to fake it.

Megha, your job is simple. Even if you only "attempt" to do it, you will have done it. The slightest effort on your side is leveraged 10,000 times on my side. A nod, a wink, a whisper are sometimes all I need; a demonstration that breaks the ice, beginning a domino effect of happy "accidents" and "coincidences."

If you do this, I'll do the rest. It is that easy. I am that powerful. Life is that magical.

Thinking of your smile,
The Universe

This is God sent... How else can you tell me exactly what I need to hear? Thanks!